{"id":7866,"date":"2022-12-15T11:50:41","date_gmt":"2022-12-15T11:50:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/angelporter.com\/angel-packers\/?p=7866"},"modified":"2023-07-05T09:19:37","modified_gmt":"2023-07-05T09:19:37","slug":"sobriety-sucks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/angelporter.com\/angel-packers\/sobriety-sucks\/","title":{"rendered":"Sobriety Sucks"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"toc\" style=\"background: #f9f9f9;border: 1px solid #aaa;display: table;margin-bottom: 1em;padding: 1em;width: 350px;\">\n<p class=\"toctitle\" style=\"font-weight: 700;text-align: center;\">Content<\/p>\n<ul class=\"toc_list\">\n<li><a href=\"#toc-0\">No Offense but Sobriety Sucks SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"#toc-1\">Sobriety Sucks Lyrics<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"#toc-2\">How do you get better in sobriety if you have no idea where to start?<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"#toc-4\">Drinking causes A LOT of problems.<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"#toc-6\">Sobriety gets better when you do.<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"#toc-8\">Change the narrative in your brain.<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/div>\n<p>But one day, you realize the clouds have lifted a little bit. For the first time, you notice just how much has changed. The point is to find activities to fill the time and help you become a better person. You\u2019ll start to transform your identity into someone who shows up, does the hard work, and looks smoking hot in a swimsuit.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes you must put your needs first. Sometimes, consider how your behavior has affected others. Or maybe those crotchety old-timers like to complain about life. Or the newcomer has unrealistic expectations and judges others unfairly. People praised me for getting through the shitshow that was 2020 without relapsing. While I was proud of myself for getting through another year, I felt that their accolades were unearned.<\/p>\n<h2 id=\"toc-0\">No Offense but Sobriety Sucks SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information<\/h2>\n<p>I started my days with a cocktail of vodka and Monster energy drink, a concoction I might as well have called \u201cbattery acid\u201d. I drank whenever I was in front of a TV. But, inevitably, a bad day would sneak in there. I translated bad days into personal failures. If I still feel these horrible things in sobriety, something is wrong with ME. Before you call me  ungrateful or tell me that I am a hop, skip and a jump away from a relapse, hear me out.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>How can other people have good ideas?<\/li>\n<li>Listen as we discuss how sobriety and twelve step is portrayed in specific media, books, movies and television.<\/li>\n<li>You\u2019re not alone and it helps knowing I\u2019m not alone either.<\/li>\n<li>What a waste of my perfectly good perpetual horniness.<\/li>\n<li>I\u2019m a stubborn, recovering know-it-all, which means I don\u2019t like asking for help.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Let\u2019s also acknowledge that most of us who drink alcoholically are self-absorbed. We are obsessed with our own pain and shortcomings but rarely think of others. <a href=\"https:\/\/ecosoberhouse.com\/\">https:\/\/ecosoberhouse.com\/<\/a> Whatever recovery path you take (and there are MANY), the main thing is to acknowledge that you don\u2019t have all the answers and could use some help.<\/p>\n<h2 id=\"toc-1\">Sobriety Sucks Lyrics<\/h2>\n<p>But you know what else fucking sucks? Blacking out all the time and going broke as a result of my expensive habit. Waking up with the dread of not being able to remember how I got home or what I texted to whom.<\/p>\n<div style='text-align:center'><iframe width='565' height='310' src='https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/3RQEEdicLBM' frameborder='0' alt='sobriety sucks' allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p>We gotta find new avenues to channel our energy and work out our stuff. Sobriety will get better when you are actually open to LEARNING from other people how to be a happy, stable individual. Because the thing is, we don\u2019t actually know. Now, not every program or therapy approach will work for you. But you don\u2019t know until you try, and you have to genuinely try. My past relapses were largely fueled by sobriety\u2019s inability to solve my problems for me.<\/p>\n<h2 id=\"toc-2\">How do you get better in sobriety if you have no idea where to start?<\/h2>\n<p>I\u2019ve let the clock tick way too much the past few years. I lie in bed and whip myself like some cruel slave driver. Of course all of this is a shock. That\u2019s not all you get though; some days are a nightmare. <a href=\"https:\/\/ecosoberhouse.com\/article\/sobriety-sucks-you-will-definitely-feel-better\/\">sobriety sucks<\/a> Here you are in this terribly hostile place called reality, the universe is literally trying to kill you, and this is your life. Bad things happen to everybody, and you struggle with it the best you can.<\/p>\n<p>How can I be right all the time  if others can be right some of the time? Not only did alcohol make me smart, it also made me impervious to the alternative viewpoints of almost everyone I encountered. I stop drinking my intelligence potion, work on myself for a few years, and whammo!<\/p>\n<h2 id=\"toc-3\">sobriety sucks and it\u2019s amazing<\/h2>\n<p>Sobriety means awareness of the problems but that awareness sucks. But how are you supposed to fix anything if you\u2019re so drunk you\u2019re only vaguely aware of what problems you do have? Courage is also something that doesn\u2019t come automatically; you have to work at being brave just like anything else. Awareness doesn\u2019t solve anything on its own, and it\u2019s a bitch that hits pretty hard when it\u2019s all new. Forward it is though because, really, what else is there to do but move forward?<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class='aligncenter' style='display: block;margin-left:auto;margin-right:auto;' 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